Hello all and welcome to my world of desire and dreams. This world is such a beautiful place lost inside the mind of the insane. Look to the left, pigs fly, look to right, a carnival ride. What a life I lead, what a lie.

Things have changed so much since the last few months went by. I am finally in College, looking up to the sky wondering why it is that I am here. When I got my GED I was so happy and proud that I achieved something for myself. I went through hell trying to get it. Now I look to the sky for the dark clouds of my inspiration, sitting on the edge of a cliff watching the dark clouds of fate gather around my head. Inspiration take a hold of me, determenation like the cold grip of death on my shoulder. I drop a single stone down the cliff side, causing an avalanche to smash through the trees below. This avalanche is the destructive force of my future, all the good and the bad mixed. What the future holds for me is as of yet, unseen. I fathom the abyss of learning, knowing full well that I may not be able to handle it.

Sit atop this hill alone, watching the destruction come. Caused by the action of one stone. This is my life, chaotic and yet, I am happy. Go figure right?